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EDIT: ALSO HONESTLY WHO KEEPS ???? PUSHING THE ???? WATCH BUTTON????? I feel rlly loved thanks even when I just killed my old self ppl support and thats amazing.
Hello guys!! how are you? aaaaaaaaaa
that's a scream of utter pain and despair.
My life has been p okay, i've had some emotional damage lately but eh, I'm quite strong and I have the skills of feeling depressed of a 1 year old (No literally, as a curse or a bliss I can't stay depressed for more than idek... 2 weeks the longest was a year but that was me being angsty 11 year old with a socialmedia for emos. )
I've had some PTSD lately nothing too bad just rememering bad
{ F R E E D O M }
I deleted all omg
I saw so many cringe worthy art while i did it nghhh WOAH I HAVE COME A LONG WAY IN ART LMAO
Anyway ye that is it
idk where tf my 'status' widget is so i gotta do these dumb ass journals.
wtf @ dA.
Anyway yeah I killed my art ¿? It's okay tho I won't miss it its full of memories but some of 'em are of unwanted people or ungrateful little shits ayyy lmao.
Many friends said this is artistical suicide, but i call it a reborn.
I was tired tbh
hm.
What is a true artist without having existencial crises and artistical breakdowns????
(current status of stress: >2007 Britney Spears I WAS COMPLETELY DESTROYED TODA
Oh the dicotomy
When you want to be a fanart artist but you're not really into any fandom anymore.
So yeah I have been thinking about scrapping all my Hetalia oc/fandom related stuff
not deleting it though bc I'm super mega lazzyyy and I've got good receipts there /thinking emoji
but HM. I don't find pleasure in sharing my OCs as much ¿?
I think my ambitions in life are taking over me and im slowly drifting away from a fandom full of 13-17 years old.
I'm 20 tho so yyyyyyyeh
Also because I'm 100% sure dead people are more admired/looked after when dead...
And I'm not even 100% dead and I still got people after my ocs lmaoooo
wait until the corp
{ thank you! oh memories} { a clarification? }
Thank you all for your bday wishes!! <3 <3 I am so sorry i answered them so late u_u I've been living thru hell of final exams and projects @ Uni ;_;
I can't believe im 20 lmao It's surreal i always thought I'd be dead by now.
But well, i am 20! I started to post my art here back in 2013, I was a happy 16 year old but the fandom has cracked me up so much I'm just now a corrupted soul : ((
I've met a lot of people, some of them are dead now (in the fandom dw) or just blantally left me, which caused a lot of pain.
2016 was really harsh on me, University and a lot of drama.
But at the same time helped me to recognize true friends fro
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Concuerdo contigo la idea del 6 pack. de hecho lo mas dificil de tener no es el 6 pack en si, sino los cuaritos de hasta abajo, los que estan a la altura de las costillas flotantes y mas que nada las dos rayas del vientre bajo (lo se por experiencia).
se me hace lindo que raquel se prepare para combatir el narcotrafico. Solo nosotros sabemos que Mexico es tierra olvidada por Dios u_u y muy pocos saben lo de la violencia, los asesinatos, las balazeras y los secuestros (de nuevo, lo se por experiencia).
Me agrada la idea de que sea Raquel la que se prepare contra el narco, pero no lo digas por el ejercito. El ejercito tiene las manos tan embarradas como todos los politicos, solo es una imagen marcial para enmascarar. sino preguntale a los normalistas u_u Tristemente, cuando menos hay un gobierno estable es cuando mas se necesita la apariencia de una policia y milicia eficaz
se me hace lindo que raquel se prepare para combatir el narcotrafico. Solo nosotros sabemos que Mexico es tierra olvidada por Dios u_u y muy pocos saben lo de la violencia, los asesinatos, las balazeras y los secuestros (de nuevo, lo se por experiencia).
Me agrada la idea de que sea Raquel la que se prepare contra el narco, pero no lo digas por el ejercito. El ejercito tiene las manos tan embarradas como todos los politicos, solo es una imagen marcial para enmascarar. sino preguntale a los normalistas u_u Tristemente, cuando menos hay un gobierno estable es cuando mas se necesita la apariencia de una policia y milicia eficaz